Zen is the process of attaining enlightenment as per the teachings.
With that in mind, I am living with the ultimate goal of leading a fulfilling life and to be enlightened in every aspect of what I experience. Finding that inner harmony is difficult to achieve when the day to day activities the world throws at you continue to take precedence over life and the enjoyment of simply living and existing for the moment.
It is this that I fear and, which drives me.
Enlightenment is not given, or taken, nor is it earned or seen. It is achieved and experienced by those that seek to understand and embrace. Those focused on enlightenment will not succeed by searching, yet those that achieve it will know, and indeed understand.
There is no luck. Wellness be unto you.